A Week in Review: #9

I started writing spoken word again.

I was on my way to work one morning – Late, I must add – and I just started thinking of some lines that sounded like a new piece. I have shared some of my spoken word pieces on the blog before. I enjoy writing.. It is definitely one of my favourite past times.
So, before I realised, I’d written about 10 lines on beauty and perceptions. I don’t know where it came from, but it was good – and I caught it before it disappeared.

I can’t quite fathom the fact that March has begun. We are already into month 3 of 12. It always goes so fast, but when you have things to do, deadlines to meet, it feels like it goes even faster. I have so much to do and I worry that I won’t be able to get it done.. But I will.

So last week.. I got to catch up with someone.. But it was more an introduction than catching up – without explaining the situation, it seems difficult to explain. I am very hard on myself because I have to be and I know I am capable of amazing things. But.. Pressure. Then there are expectations from outside sources on top of my own. Makes for heavy thinking. I just want to be amazing at what I do. I have found myself thinking I may never do what it is I know I can and in that same moment pushing that negative self-talk out of my mind because you know what..? I can do it.

On Friday evening after work I went to Young Adults – a youth group at church – after that I went to a party to celebrate someone’s birthday. I arrived home just before sunrise and effectively did damage to my plans for the day. I have been trying to catch up ever since.

Today is a new day. One where I have decided that if I put my mind to it, it can be done. It’s crunch time now.. No more messing about. In 3 weeks I want to be able to say that I have done it.. Done it well and move on to bigger and better things.. And when I’ve done it.. I’ll tell you all about it! 🙂

~ by originalapplejunkie on March 1, 2015.