According to my new routine, I am up 2 hours and 34 minutes (and counting) past my bedtime.
I haven’t been feeling too great this evening so I haven’t been able to get to sleep.. Which makes a change from me not being able to sleep for no reason to now having a reason but still being unable to sleep.. Make sense?
I am so tired. I cannot count the amount of weeks I have not slept through the night for. I still wake up several times a night. Bonus is it feels like I’m asleep for hours.. I wake up and only 40 minutes or so have passed, then I start the whole process of preparing my body for sleep again and it takes twice as long to only end up giving me a fraction of the result. I am SO TIRED. I think my body has definitely acclimatized to it now. I only yawned a few times today at work and didn’t try to nap during my lunch hour like I usually do as I only took my lunch break very late on in the day due to all the meetings that I had.
I am not working tomorrow, hence why today I am still awake (after having tried to sleep) at this time – but I may just be anxious for my trip to the dentist tomorrow.. Which if you didn’t know by now I am most definitely
NOT looking forward to.
It probably also doesn’t help that I look at blue light before bed.. Like typing this on my laptop is probably wreaking havoc on my already messed up routine. I don’t look at my phone this late.. I’ve already put it away for the evening on charge on the other side of the room.. But I’m still making goo-goo eyes with my laptop.
Okay.. So here it is.. Attempt number 3,873,862 this evening to get to sleep..