Consciousness

I got home this morning at 5:07am. Why I am awake at this moment – with it being 11:30 – is absolutely beyond me.
I got in hungry.. But I decided not to eat until I’d gone to sleep and woken up.
Now this is the problem.. I don’t really know if I’m actually awake.

Sorry?

You read correctly the first time. I am not actually sure that at this very moment I am actually awake or not.
Yesterday was amazing. As I’m not down south as much I’d like to, when I do come down I have to see everyone!
Yesterday I spent most of the day at a friend’s house. She used to come to my university then graduated and left. She helped make me pretty again *thanks Sandie!* and we caught up 🙂
After I left her house.. When I posted yesterday’s post, I was on my way to my brothers because I haven’t seen them in the loooongest while! It was all kinds of fun when I got there and I met some lovely people – hence why I stayed until 3:30am – or somewhere around that time – before heading home 🙂

I didn’t realise how tired I was until I woke this morning – however I am still unsure of how awake I am on a scale of 1 to 0.
Yes, zero.
I think the only reason why my levels of consciousness are this high is because before my parents went to work this morning I vaguely remember them coming in to say hi? I question this because I don’t know if it happened in life or if I dreamed it! Ha ha!

I’ve tried to fall asleep again.. I don’t know if that will work. I do however need to rest because I’ll be going out to an event later that I kind of need to be awake for.
*sidenote – I attempted to write that word “need” 3 times. My phone kept autocorrecting to “bed” – what kind of life is this?! It is definitely a sign!*

*drops mic*

~ by originalapplejunkie on April 22, 2014.