I realised that I am getting way more serious about these workouts than I thought I would.
I am naturally a competitive person. If I don’t win.. or don’t do as much as I feel like I can.. I get annoyed with myself for not putting in the effort that I know I have. It’s hard when you are so hard on yourself.
I want to be healthy, I want to be physically fit and I want to gain weight. I admit, that is not something you hear people say every day.. but that is what I am working towards. I am healthy.. In my opinion, I eat clean (it could be better) and train well. I am physically fit.. looking at me you would think I am anyway.. but I still have a long way to go.
I think that I may have to join a gym.. I want to have a go at spinning classes and I don’t see myself purchasing kettle bells any time soon.. I want to do the best for myself. I have one life and one body.. I want to live my life to the fullest and I cannot do that if my body isn’t in great shape.. I mean.. I probably could.. But what would my quality of life be like if I didn’t take of myself from the inside?
Plus.. I like food if you haven’t noticed! I’m getting older.. I need to make sure I start taking more care of myself so I don’t suffer later in life.. It makes perfect sense!
So here goes it.. Work hard.. Workout harder..