You know when you think you are over something..over someone and you hear their name and everything stops?
The pit of my stomach just felt like it gave way.
I don’t know if I’ve ever been in love..but I’ve liked..really hard. I guess I’d know if I’d been in love right? It’s just..I have nothing to compare it to.
My feelings and emotions are all over the place right now.
I feel like my heart has been ripped out and stamped on. Again.
It sounds dramatic, but that’s how I feel.
I thought I was over this. I thought I was fine. I’ve felt the pain from before and lived on and forgiven..So why haven’t I forgotten?
It’s so frustrating thinking you have moved on only to find you had not progressed as much as you thought you had.
I don’t want my chest to ache and my stomach to churn when I think about it.
I want to think happy thoughts..
Maybe I’m not quite there yet..but I will be.
Like all good things it takes time.