Day Thirty-Nine..#Fearless

I’m not scared of lions and tigers and bears [oh no]
But I’m scared of [loving you]
(Lyrics from: Lions, Tigers and Bears) 

Those are lovely lyrics from Miss Jazmine Sullivan..she’s truly got an amazing and powerful voice..

*Now it would relate to me..if there was a guy in my life that I could attribute this song to..but unfortunately..there’s not..but it’s all good..*

It’s been a lot about love for me recently..I’m thinking more..writing more..reading a whole lot more..and listening more. I guess it’s a phase I’m going through..

Nowadays..for like the past 3 weeks or so..my head has remained in the clouds..trying to make sense of my thoughts..and going over my present relationships (friendships, etc)..and I’ve been feeling of late that I would really love to have someone in my corner..so I joined the eharmony dating website..

*Okay..so the following statement was a lie..I’ve never even been on their website..loool!*

But for real..been watching a lot of RomCom’s recently..and just thinking..I’ve also been reading my Bible a lot..scriptures and everything..and writing in my Journal..but it’s not the same..

*You know those days..you just want a hug..not because you’re sad or anything..but just because..*

The other day, I was sitting with one of my house mates..who will never admit it..but she’s in love..lol..and she talks about this guy all the time and her face lights up..and she giggles like a little girl when she’s talking about him and they talk several times a day..it’s sweet..makes me smile..internally..but it makes me smile..lol

I duno..I guess I’ve just got way too much time on my hands..and I’m thinking about things that I would typically not even batt an eyelid at otherwise..but it’s nice I guess..

Maybe tomorrow..my thoughts will be about something else..

But I highly doubt it..

x

P.S. In case you’re wondering where the title of this post came from..Fearless is the name of Jazmine Sullivan’s 2008 album..it’s been on repeat for the past few days..

~ by originalapplejunkie on February 8, 2012.